A Rediscovered Passion
I haven't been playing competitive Magic for almost two years now. There is both good and bad coming from it. The good is, I'm able to fully focus on my study. I managed to publish three journals and two internet articles and appear in three international conferences this year alone. It's kinda crazy what the mind can do when you really put everything into it. It's like, what the hell am I doing for two years after my graduation? How did I managed to be so fruitless in those years when in fact I can do so much more. I blame my addiction to Magic for some of it, but I also blame my laziness after being subjected to a quite luxurious and comfortable lifestyle due to my job and income. More importantly, I'm also able to write the kind of thesis that I really want to write, unlike in my undergraduate time when I just write the kind of paper that will only help me to graduate. I'm quite ashamed of my undergraduate thesis and never feel like to return to it to im
